Everytime when I visiti parents home it seems that don’t care I’m even there. They have their “sports routines”, which cannot be stopped. It happens to others too. Most topics revolt around what matches they had, with whom and watch matches in TV. Whenever they go to some holidays they look for sports hall for playing. They take part in exercises with coach, they play occasional games with 20+ friends.
The last time I had some talk, was that one time couple months ago when I brought the board game to improve our family integrity and communication skills, to get to know each other better, but that was once.
I feel that I I know them mostly on the surface level currently.
My social skills really took a nosedive more towards my senior year highschool, so I’d say I’m somewhat like that. Yes I can hold a conversation with someone, but the chances of me being the one to initiate are slim to zero anymore since I just genuinely suck at starting them anymore. That, and I get a little nervous/potentially anxious talking to strangers.