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Cake day: July 5th, 2023

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  • When I get pretty low, I hear the same things in my head as OP. I have journal entries that are strikingly similar to what OP wrote.

    It’s a bit uncanny, I have never come across another person that feels, at least it seems, the way I do. I know it’s irrational to feel this way. I bet OP knows it too, deep down. But I can’t escape the feeling, and clearly they cannot either.









  • I don’t use the current AI, specifically because it isn’t open source. Could I audit the code of an open source AI? Certainly not; it’s way over my head. However there would be an opportunity for experts to examine the source and report their findings. Currently? Black box, so no thanks.

    There are so many projects that could become possible through novel use of an open source AI (or whatever it should actually be called).

    Judging by the seemingly exponential improvements and integration, opinions such as ours are a grain of sand in Death Valley.



  • For me, the hardest part is trying to figure out where I belong. In Viet culture, at a party, the guys hang with the guys, and the girls with the girls. Even when I put a full face on, I never feel like I am one of the girls. It doesn’t help that everyone knew me before I came out. So I don’t fit in anywhere. It’s lonely. My sister Chi Man tries to help, but I am usually the odd one out. This has been going on for years now, so I have tried to make peace with it. This is a lonely life. With that said, I do not regret my decision to live as the person I am meant to be.

    All I need in this life is my son and my best friend. That is enough for me.